
RECAP
So few fours before the vote, I tried messaging Dan, Sierra and everyfucking-one in my alliance and my goal was to make sure that we vote Penner and not Heidi and duh no one listens to me aside from Rocky because he had similar concerns. My main arguments were that if we kept Heidi here, it would have given us more options for the next vote, because assuming we were to vote Heidi and she were to go , Tammy is immune and I know Ozzy is DYING to waste his idol on someone and so that wouldn't give us a lot of option , and my ass would be vulnerable for the upcoming vote because King and Queen of Indonesia would have had their immunity necklaces.
So I pitched this concern to both Dan and Sierra and obviously they shut it down and they were dead set on getting Heidi out, and right there I was a bit frustrated with Dan, Sierra understood my concern but I can tell she was leaning towards getting Heidi out, and I wasn't surprised because they were acting a bit greedy with the necklaces.
Anyway, so after the challenge what a clusterfuck result and I WAS PANICKING because after Heidi got her immunity which she boldly expressed that she was going to give it to Penner, I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really thought that my alliance was going to switch the vote to Tammy and I would have been in an uncomfortable position because me and Tammy we have a good relationship and I wasn't going to turn on her. But these people decided that it was either going to be Penner and Heidi depending whether the bitch kept her necklace or not and I was floored because WTF any good strategist would have pushed for Tammy to be the boot , If I never had this deal with Tammy or never came up to her since the merge , in theory I would have pushed for her to go ! I mean it makes sense, you're not going to target someone who's on the verge of giving up her immunity..
so, few minute before tribal I told Tammy she wasn't going to get any votes and I said that because I wanted to prove my loyalty to her and even though it may have cost Drew to go which I don't think it did because it was only less than 2 minutes before deadline. anyway Ozzy came to me and he said everyone's voting for Sierra including Val. I'm like what? what are you up to now you shit stirrer!!
That does not make sense, I don't see Nate voting for Sierra over Drew , I knew he was up to no good and there was going to be an idol in play
During tribal, it was so predictable Ozzy was more vocal than his usual self so I knew he was going to play his idol, and he was getting so sure of himself, got really arrogant and referred to all of us as "Dan's bitches" which I confronted him about it after, and he said it wasn't directed at me WHATEVER!
I mean I'm playing a better game than person calling the shots, yes I'm probably hiding behind a shield instead of taking him out, but why would I do that?!
Sure I could have just flipped to the other side and make this vote 7-5, AGAIN why would I do that??
it would have been stupid of me, and of course anyone who plays UTR you want to see all idols getting flushed so obviously I think that what made Ozzy upset because no one was flipping and he was FORCED to waste his idol on someone and at the same time , he's going to expose himself and he has a great move on his resume and now he's an amazing contender to win this game gotta boot him before he makes it to the end, that's probably what drove him more mad haha
but I felt very bad for Drew, he didn't deserve that whole bash of being under someone's command, I was irritated by that comment
and now I'm in the minority and that's... okay! because I have put the work that I needed to do on Tammy since the merge, and I've always played the "I'm your #1 fan" card to Ozzy, and I know that's what he likes to hear and I'm going to keep feeding him that shit!!
and now I think I'm going to play the "I'm goat, I haven't done anything" card with Penner and who knows let's go to the end together bla bla bla BS
I dont want to be a name tossed around and that's my main goal and so far it worked out really well
knock on wood, hope it continues <3 but as of now NO moves until time is right