[Kelly Wigles]

- Wed Oct 19, 2016 4:17:21 am #6223 I'm gonna start this off simply, how do you feel after everything that just went down?

[Ozzy]

- Wed Oct 19, 2016 4:49:12 am #6240

I'm gonna start this off simply, how do you feel after everything that just went down?

Honestly? That could've had worse outcomes. I figured we would just tie and then on the revote, Heidi would go home. But hey looks like rules aren't what I thought they'd be and we get to go to rocks! I was THIS CLOSE to changing my vote. I figure, Heidi wouldn't hold it against me, Tammy would be alright with it, and I save face with the Sierra trio. But then I realized that I didn't want to just go with the flow YET AGAIN, so why not draw rocks? If I go, I go. No harm no foul. Plus the reward would be great if I came out of it alive.

It's absolutely shitty to see Sierra go on a personal level. She's AMAZING at this game, honestly. I believe she would sweep against anybody in FTC. And to go out on rocks, while it's certainly ballsy, is shitty. But she played a phenomenal game! I will go down knowing she was the best here, hands down.

So moving forward it looks like there are tough decisions in play. I cant stick with Heidi/Tammy one more round and boot Hayden or Sugar, but that relies on Penner coming with me and he 1,000% doesn't want that. So more rocks? Also not ideal. Although if Hayden and Sugar suggest me to boot, maybe he'll change his mind. Don't know how that looks, but interesting.

I could dump Heidi/Tammy, but the other would have immunity at F5 along with someone else, leaving only three people. And that can get REALLY sticky really fast. And since it's a double boot (ugh) I'm surely going to be a focus in the F5 vote. No time to scramble, no time to really plan. And that's where I don't trust Heidi and Tammy, why would they take me? And from what Penner says, Tammy was pushing me as an alternative anyway so there's no way that works out for me. Yea might have to dump them this round. Ugh fuck.

This is going to be a tough round (rounds) coming up. Tough to get through them honestly. Wonder if Sugar is mad I voted for her and then didn't change my vote to Heidi? LOL AWKWARD.

Should I be planning a FTC speech? Like I'm going to eat shit if I make it there. I can barely remember what I had for breakfast, let alone an ENTIRE game of Stranded. Oy vey.

[Ozzy]

- Wed Oct 19, 2016 5:35:07 am #6255 Actually, you know what? I need to keep Heidi and Tammy around another round. If one of them goes, the other can pull in Hayden and Sugar easily to vote me out. So I can't let them go this round. And they'd be STUPID to vote me out at F6 anyway since without me they have three people going after them and no necklaces.

I need to work over Hayden and Sugar and make sure we're good. I don't see them having great relationships with Heidi and Tammy so hopefully I can pull one of them in at F5 to boot H/T. Probably Heidi since she's a bigger threat in my eyes than Tammy.

The key to all of this is convincing Penner of it. If he really wants me to stick around, he'll have to get rid of one of Hayden/Sugar. Otherwise it's rocks and, unless he wins immunity again, he won't risk it. He's come way too far and has lost many hours of sleep for this. No way he does rocks. This is a crazy idea that will likely never leave this confessional, but if I convince Tammy and Heidi to rally Sugar and Hayden to boot me, Penner should come back to me and vote out whoever we're voting out, right? And again, Heidi and Tammy would be DUMB to actually vote me, seeing as they'll be in a numbers disadvantage against those three. Makes you think. Crazy moves offer crazy rewards. Forcing someone's hand through other people could be fun.

Got some work to do.

[Kelly Wigles]

- Thu Oct 20, 2016 1:39:12 am #6431 Hey Ozzy, how did you handle all that heat at tribal?

[Ozzy]

- Thu Oct 20, 2016 1:41:03 am #6434 I totally fucked up. Goddamnit Hayden who knew he would fucking flip? Ugh goddamnit.