So first I want to start off by saying that this has been an absolutely amazing experience. It's been so long since the last time that I did this, and I was really hesitant to even come out and do this because my last experience ended on a bad note. Coming out here and getting to do this again with seven years worth of new life experiences really put to the test whether or not I was really the person that I knew myself to be, and making it to the end of this having accomplished everything that I have has been a huge confidence booster.
The time gap aside, another complication that I had was never having played this game before with anyone else, my ally included. You can make so many arguments as to whether that's an advantage or disadvantage but when push comes to shove, those outside or previous game relationships offered an easy number, and I didn't have that direct advantage.
I set out to play a lot differently than I did back in Mongolia. The last time I played, I was kind of a cocky mean girl who never bothered to get to know anyone outside of her alliance, so this time I took more care to try to build relationships and to make sure that everyone felt that they would have a use for me down the road. I took care to make sure that my name was never on the chopping block, and now I'm sitting in the final tribal council having never received a vote at Tribal. and that's not the only accomplishment I'm proud of: I've also won the most challenges this season, I was part of the last pair of allies standing this season which in itself felt like an impossible task, forget getting both of us to the end. and while I haven't followed past seasons of Stranded as much as I would have liked to, I can't imagine that this game sees the purple rock draw all that often, so I definitely feel proud to have been a big part of that, and I consider it one of the biggest moves of the season.
At the start of this, I set out a goal of testing myself and the person that I've become and I don't think I could be prouder of what I've accomplished here, win or lose. this has been a blast and I'll always have a spot for this cast in my heart for all of the insanity we put each other through this game :lol: