- Thu Oct 20, 2016 8:32:24 pm
#6633
omg I was looking for Tammy gifs and this is the only one I could find
I wish I had found this for my back-to-back wins last night but if not and I win tonight I am totally posting it
I honestly don't know how my relationship with people on the jury is, I'd like to think that I bonded with some of them, but I think it's possible that they bonded better with other people as well. Right now though, I'm trying to just concern myself with making it through tonight. I need to win this challenge because I don't really trust that anyone else wants to bring me to the end, even Heidi I hope I've been able to convince them to, but having immunity will give them no choice.
I honestly can not believe that I've made it this far, that first weekend when I came in and couldn't even figure out how to send a message I thought I was done for. and now here I am, with a one in four chance at winning this whole thing. and honestly? I do think I have a chance to win this. I don't know how the jury feels about me. Based on their reactions at Tribal, they're not my biggest fans, but I feel like I've played a pretty smart and at times pretty badass game. At first I sat back and I figured things out. I convinced people of my loyalty to them while I figured out who they were really loyal to, and my instincts haven't failed me once here. and when it came time, I made my moves and I used those relationships and understanding of the dynamics to do it. I was part of the last pair standing, I've caused a rock draw, I worked Hayden to flip tonight, I've never had a vote cast against me and I've won more immunities than anyone else in this game. Whether I win or lose, I'm so proud of what I've accomplished here and to me it just proves that I've grown so much as a person and as a player since the last time I played.
