- Fri Oct 21, 2016 4:43:48 am
#6844
I can't even really put into words how amazing it is to sit in the final 3 here. Stranded has always been something that I've looked back on with a lot of regrets. The first time I played, I was young, naive, and I don't think I really had a good concept of who I was as a person. This time around, I feel like I've played this game so much differently and so much better, and I've played it staying true to myself. I never tried to be someone I wasn't, I executed what I wanted to do, I trusted my instincts and I was myself, and that was the reason that I was so successful here and that's such an empowering feeling.
I think a big part of my game was trusting in my instincts and having a confidence in myself and my ideas. I wish I could go back and see my first few confessionals, but I remember specifically talking about the benefits of having an ally and how the pay off of having someone you trust and who you can work with is much bigger than having immunity, and that has proven so true for me. A few rounds ago I also talked about biding my time and making a move when it was right, and then that very round I sent this game to rocks, which was a huge turning point for this.
Can I win this game? I don't know. If the reaction of the jurors at TC is any indication, probably not, but it's their vote and even if I disagree, they're entitled to do what they want with it. Ultimately though, I think a lot of them are just disappointed in themselves and I think a lot of them just didn't want to see Heidi and I succeed. and I mean, who can blame them? Everyone came into this with a pair or an ally and I think a lot of people had the idea that they would be the last pair standing, and that they could be sitting in the finals, and they weren't. We are. I think that's got to be really rough especially for someone like Dan who was just within reach of having those necklaces before they were ripped away from him and given to us. I'm sure he's hoped for our downfall every round since then and he hasn't gotten it, so that must be a tough pill to swallow.
But I made it here, and I have a lot to be proud of. I came into this the veteran of the group, the most out of the loop, and the person with the least relationships. I had never played this game with a single person who was on this season, and yet, here I am in the finals not having ever received
a single vote against me. I sent this game to rocks. How many people can say they've done that? and I've won more immunities than anyone else.
This was an amazing experience for me and I never expected to be able to get another chance to play this game, so when I got that chance I feel like I made the most of it and I feel like I played hard, and I got everything that I wanted out of it. It's been a really self-assuring experience and win or lose, that's something nobody can take from me.